Chapter 135

Assalamu'alaikum & Zellow peepz!

Finally, I'm at my home sweet home. The mid-semester break just start for a week and it's been 4 days since I'm home.
And finally I find some time to update this tiny blog of mine. Actually, I'm still wondering whether I should update this blog with two languages or just use English for this blog. Oh well, I will just mix it up.

Well, like y'all been noticed before, I say that I was having a hard time last month, right? Yup, it's true and finally I make up my mind and I decide to let it all go because I don't think it will benefit me, in fact, worse thing is this thing might drag me into horrible depression that I couldn't imagine it. I mean, why should I burden myself thinking about someone who just throw those sweet words without any action when I could get someone better in the future? Plus, I'm still young for those kind of things and I don't think I need it now, I mean, after what had happened, I don't think it's worth enough for me to get this kind of things. So, better I back off. That's the best things to do.

I know it's hard for me to forget it, but I know I can do it because of the people around me. They always be with me, support me, courage me, especially my lovely parents and also my friends. I feel it's also not fair for myself because I always put that someone before me even I know it's not worth. I start to realize it month after the incident happens and yes, I should wake up and go on with my own life. Why should bother about someone who doesn't appreciate you?

Ok. End of that thing. I should start to care about myself and my family more than anyone.

So, how do I gonna do about it? No need to do anything because I already have plenty of work to do, in order for me to forget about that thing. Lucky me, I guess because this thing happens when I'm busy with my college's work, so I could pay more attention on my work rather than think about it all the time.

Thanks to Allah S.W.T. for making me realize about my own mistake and I hope that someone also could realize the mistake too. It's not a one-sided mistake, but also both, so, can't put all the blame just on me.

Okie. I guess that's all for now. Lazy to type anymore. Hahaha! Will update later if I'm kind enough to be here.

Ciao.

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