Chapter 136
Assalamu'alaikum & Zellow peepz!
Actually, I'm not in a very good mood now and I don't know what I will do to everyone around me if I'm in this kind of situation.
Usually, anyone around me will be cursed and yea, if you think I'll smash anything around me, yup, I will do it if I could. I can even kick someone if I feel terrible.
I just hate when I feel like this, but I can't help from having this kind of emotion. I'm also a human with a feeling. This totally a SH*T!
Usually, I would prefer to keep silent and stay away from anyone. I know I can't get angry to anyone but like I said, I can't help myself because I always feel like this.
Whenever I want something, I could ask and if I really can't get it this time, I still can wait, but when the promise keeps delay and delay, I just can't stand with it.
Just say if I just can't get it instead of promise for another day. It's just stupid things to make.
I know I'm wrong, but just put yourself in my shoes, then you will know how I feel.
Yea, ignore everyone around me. Not making the eye contact. Keep silent. Just do my own work.
That's what I am doing right now. Seems rude, right? But that's the only way I can keep myself from cursing others or just throw anything to something, which is I shouldn't do at all.
Tomorrow I will head back to university and I don't know when I will be back home. Sorry to my parents for my baddest behaviour on my last day here at home. I know I'm bad, but that's me. They already know me since I was born.
Should stop now. I just don't know what to say anymore. It's just a damn bad night for me. Need sleep and calm down.
Will update if I got time for it.
