Assalamu'alaikum & Zellow peepz!
Last 2 days ago, I safely arrived here at my hometown for study week. Yay! for me. hahahaha! and yesterday, I had been to 4 districts in 3 states for a whole day. ahaks! Starting from Kangar, then to Padang Besar, after that head to Georgetown and lastly Kuala Kangsar. It's exhausting but we had so much fun!
Let's see how my journey for yesterday.





At first, head to Kangar just to attend my friend's wedding event. It's pretty challenging finding her house, but thanks to Waze, my family and I made it in time. ahaks! But sorry, no photos for the wedding because I was so busy meeting with the bride. Just enjoy my scenery's photos that I shoot along the way to Kangar. It was fascinating.

After that, heading to Padang Besar for some shopping spree. Oh well, not shopping too much, just window shopping and because we already at Perlis, so why not just go and see how is the Padang Besar.

Actually, it's not like what my siblings and I imagine, but overall, all of us totally enjoying our time together. ahaks! But the road to Padang Besar totally way too cool. I just love it!

Then, while on our way back to hometown, we accidentally found UNIMAP which I also never thought that we'll cross the UNIMAP.

The next pit stop was JK2PP (Jambatan Kedua Pulau Pinang) also known as Jambatan Sultan Abdul Halim Mu'adzam Shah. Abah refused to go to Penang at first, but when my sis asked me to persuade Abah, then Abah decided to bring us there.

Lastly, we are heading to Kuala Kangsar, The Royal Town of Perak. We went to Istana Perak and came across the Ubudiah Mosque, but I didn't have a chance to visit our late Sultan's grave because it's already late night.

So... that's all for now. So far, I'm feeling so grateful because Abah willing to bring me to my friend's wedding. Plus, I'm so grateful because I had a chance see Allah's beautiful and fascinating world, and I hope that I could see it again in the future because I never feel bored looking at it. Subhanallah.
Ciao.



p/s: Al-Fatihah to our late Sultan, Sultan Azlan Muhibbuddin Shah.

Assalamu'alaikum & Zellow peepz!

It's been a while, huh? So very the sorry for the long hiatus. I'm just busy with the studies plus with the 'fastest' speed of the Internet, it's made me so lazy to update this blog of mine.

So now, since I have some slacking lazy time, I decide to have a sneak peak of my tiny blog. Yay! Yea, yea... Almost reaching 2 months, huh, since my last update plus that update also just wanna release my anger since I can't release it to the public because I know it will turn into the worse case scenario.

Orait! So far the life just so-so, I guess, since I'm pretty 'busy' with the studies since the final exam is just 2 more weeks ahead and yea, I'm gonna get myself for the Dean List again this semester because I wanna improve my CGPA's result plus surpass someone that I knew. And if ya' ask about that, yea, both of us are rival in studies. La la la! Although we're friends, but in studies, I see this one friend as a rival because both of us studies in the same field, but different course, but well, both of us still got some same subjects to be beaten with.

And after a little thought, I think I wanna stay low and remain silent throughout all the social network that I have. I think I will deactivate my Facebook right after I finish my final exam or just before the final exam starts. As for the Twitter, I won't deactivate it, but I think I'll just let it be like that and at the same time, just check out on timeline whenever I want because from Twitter, I got the latest news about my favorite football team, Manchester United. So, if I deactivate my Twitter, it will be hard for me to get the latest news about them. As for the WhatsApp, WeChat and KakaoTalk, like I had done before, just remain silent and just reply what people send to me instead of I sent to them just like before where I'm the one who find them first but not they find me first. So yeah! I decide to be like that because seems like it's only me who busy about others unlike them.

It's not like I'm having a hard time coping up with them, but most of the time, I think everyone busy and yea, all of us got our own life to be busy with and don't have time for others. If only me who stick myself into their life, I think it's not fair for me because I'm the one who keep myself update with their life but they never update themselves with mine.

Focus on my life and my family, I think better like that because I won't feel been left out again like before. Most the time, I feel lonely and yea, no one understands me, although they said they understand me, but actually they just wanna make me feel like they understands me. Yea, feel at ease for some time, but most of the time, feel like being left out. It's just like no one care about me, actually most of the time I feel that way. Yea, it's sounds negative, but actually I always keep myself positive about this kind of situation.

Actually, there's lots of things happen this semester, from the studies, family and friends, you name it. I got tons of things happen all around me. Good, happy, great, unexpected plus sorrow... many kind of feelings I felt so far now. I try to keep myself positive and at the same time, I try to get myself together to face all those kind of things.

So yeah, I think that's all for now. I know it's not good to reveal everything on social network, but hey, I just tell some stories here in my blog, but not all because I knew it's no use at all. ahaks! This is just a little reminder of myself. Who knows, who might read it, right?

Okie. Signing off now.

Catch ya' all later.

Ciao su~

Assalamu'alaikum & Zellow peepz!

Actually, I'm not in a very good mood now and I don't know what I will do to everyone around me if I'm in this kind of situation.

Usually, anyone around me will be cursed and yea, if you think I'll smash anything around me, yup, I will do it if I could. I can even kick someone if I feel terrible.

I just hate when I feel like this, but I can't help from having this kind of emotion. I'm also a human with a feeling. This totally a SH*T!

Usually, I would prefer to keep silent and stay away from anyone. I know I can't get angry to anyone but like I said, I can't help myself because I always feel like this.

Whenever I want something, I could ask and if I really can't get it this time, I still can wait, but when the promise keeps delay and delay, I just can't stand with it.

Just say if I just can't get it instead of promise for another day. It's just stupid things to make.

I know I'm wrong, but just put yourself in my shoes, then you will know how I feel.

Yea, ignore everyone around me. Not making the eye contact. Keep silent. Just do my own work. 

That's what I am doing right now. Seems rude, right? But that's the only way I can keep myself from cursing others or just throw anything to something, which is I shouldn't do at all.

Tomorrow I will head back to university and I don't know when I will be back home. Sorry to my parents for my baddest behaviour on my last day here at home. I know I'm bad, but that's me. They already know me since I was born.

Should stop now. I just don't know what to say anymore. It's just a damn bad night for me. Need sleep and calm down. 

Will update if I got time for it.

Ciao.



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Assalamu'alaikum & Zellow peepz!

Finally, I'm at my home sweet home. The mid-semester break just start for a week and it's been 4 days since I'm home.
And finally I find some time to update this tiny blog of mine. Actually, I'm still wondering whether I should update this blog with two languages or just use English for this blog. Oh well, I will just mix it up.

Well, like y'all been noticed before, I say that I was having a hard time last month, right? Yup, it's true and finally I make up my mind and I decide to let it all go because I don't think it will benefit me, in fact, worse thing is this thing might drag me into horrible depression that I couldn't imagine it. I mean, why should I burden myself thinking about someone who just throw those sweet words without any action when I could get someone better in the future? Plus, I'm still young for those kind of things and I don't think I need it now, I mean, after what had happened, I don't think it's worth enough for me to get this kind of things. So, better I back off. That's the best things to do.

I know it's hard for me to forget it, but I know I can do it because of the people around me. They always be with me, support me, courage me, especially my lovely parents and also my friends. I feel it's also not fair for myself because I always put that someone before me even I know it's not worth. I start to realize it month after the incident happens and yes, I should wake up and go on with my own life. Why should bother about someone who doesn't appreciate you?

Ok. End of that thing. I should start to care about myself and my family more than anyone.

So, how do I gonna do about it? No need to do anything because I already have plenty of work to do, in order for me to forget about that thing. Lucky me, I guess because this thing happens when I'm busy with my college's work, so I could pay more attention on my work rather than think about it all the time.

Thanks to Allah S.W.T. for making me realize about my own mistake and I hope that someone also could realize the mistake too. It's not a one-sided mistake, but also both, so, can't put all the blame just on me.

Okie. I guess that's all for now. Lazy to type anymore. Hahaha! Will update later if I'm kind enough to be here.

Ciao.

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