Chapter 137

Assalamu'alaikum & Zellow peepz!

It's been a while, huh? So very the sorry for the long hiatus. I'm just busy with the studies plus with the 'fastest' speed of the Internet, it's made me so lazy to update this blog of mine.

So now, since I have some slacking lazy time, I decide to have a sneak peak of my tiny blog. Yay! Yea, yea... Almost reaching 2 months, huh, since my last update plus that update also just wanna release my anger since I can't release it to the public because I know it will turn into the worse case scenario.

Orait! So far the life just so-so, I guess, since I'm pretty 'busy' with the studies since the final exam is just 2 more weeks ahead and yea, I'm gonna get myself for the Dean List again this semester because I wanna improve my CGPA's result plus surpass someone that I knew. And if ya' ask about that, yea, both of us are rival in studies. La la la! Although we're friends, but in studies, I see this one friend as a rival because both of us studies in the same field, but different course, but well, both of us still got some same subjects to be beaten with.

And after a little thought, I think I wanna stay low and remain silent throughout all the social network that I have. I think I will deactivate my Facebook right after I finish my final exam or just before the final exam starts. As for the Twitter, I won't deactivate it, but I think I'll just let it be like that and at the same time, just check out on timeline whenever I want because from Twitter, I got the latest news about my favorite football team, Manchester United. So, if I deactivate my Twitter, it will be hard for me to get the latest news about them. As for the WhatsApp, WeChat and KakaoTalk, like I had done before, just remain silent and just reply what people send to me instead of I sent to them just like before where I'm the one who find them first but not they find me first. So yeah! I decide to be like that because seems like it's only me who busy about others unlike them.

It's not like I'm having a hard time coping up with them, but most of the time, I think everyone busy and yea, all of us got our own life to be busy with and don't have time for others. If only me who stick myself into their life, I think it's not fair for me because I'm the one who keep myself update with their life but they never update themselves with mine.

Focus on my life and my family, I think better like that because I won't feel been left out again like before. Most the time, I feel lonely and yea, no one understands me, although they said they understand me, but actually they just wanna make me feel like they understands me. Yea, feel at ease for some time, but most of the time, feel like being left out. It's just like no one care about me, actually most of the time I feel that way. Yea, it's sounds negative, but actually I always keep myself positive about this kind of situation.

Actually, there's lots of things happen this semester, from the studies, family and friends, you name it. I got tons of things happen all around me. Good, happy, great, unexpected plus sorrow... many kind of feelings I felt so far now. I try to keep myself positive and at the same time, I try to get myself together to face all those kind of things.

So yeah, I think that's all for now. I know it's not good to reveal everything on social network, but hey, I just tell some stories here in my blog, but not all because I knew it's no use at all. ahaks! This is just a little reminder of myself. Who knows, who might read it, right?

Okie. Signing off now.

Catch ya' all later.

Ciao su~